I'm pretty scared for college and I don't know why. I think it's because I've been kept safe for 14 years, from preschool to 12th grade. I'm scared to be on my own and away from the comfort of my home and my friends. I'm not sure if I'm ready to graduate and be an adult. I don't want to leave my brother to go through school without my guidance. I'm scared to be on my own and not be told what I have to do and when somethings due. Even though I'm scared I''m pretty sad too. I'm sad because I wont get to be here with my younger friends that I've gained over the years at Sacopee. I'm sad because my sports career will be done with. I probably wont get to play sports at a competitive level ever again. I'll miss the rush I get when I step out onto the soccer field or the basketball court. I'm also sad that my friends wont be around me anymore. I'll be leaving my stevie, whose my best friend. She's going to like New york and I'll be staying here in Maine. I'll talk to her a lot and visit but it wont be the same without her. Who will I have to be foolish with? I'll have to make new friends and I'm shy when it come to new people. I don't even like talking to people when we order out food.
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