Friday, March 28, 2008

free write- food

Okay so today is Friday and it's a free write and I really have nothing to write about at all. I hope today is chicken patty day because I'm really really craving chicken patties and manayoise and tomatoes. I hope with the chicken patties they serve milk and fruit coctail because fruit coctail rocks my socks hard core. I also like when the school serves us pudding but most of the time it's chocolate pudding and I'm not tooo fond of that. I also like when the school gives us pizza even though lately the pizza has been pretty nasty. The one thing I hate about school food would have to be the uncrustables. They are nasty as hell. Most of the time they're old and hard or the they're frozen and you can't bite into them. Sometimes I wish the state would make the schools serves us decent food for a change. All the good food that we have at school costs money and for the poorer people at sacopee they can't get it and are stuck with the lame nasty food.

free write - ap test

Another free write yay! This free write is going to be about the Ap test in May. I'm going to fail it. I know nothing at all about writing to make it all sound good and tie it all together. I suck at the multiple choice part because i suck at ever multiple choice test i've ever had. I'm pretty much a failure in life. I really want to do well but maybe I should just face the facts. I know you have a period for extra help during period 8 but thats when I have math and I can't get out of that except when there's a sub and theres nothing to do. Basically why did I take Ap english if I knew I would never pass the test. Maybe so it would at least say that I took it on my transcript? I don't know anymore. All I do know is that I wish i could pass this test. i mean i would hate it more if I actually had to pay for the test but I get free lunch so I don't have which is good for me because I don't have any of that money just lying around.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

free write -prom

free write Friday whoop. I love free writes. Today I will be talking to you about Prom oh yes prom. The biggest dance in high school and the one where in the older days you would get a hotel room for the night with the special lady that you invited. i got my prom dress the other day and it's blue and long because my legs are ugly and I hate to show them off to anyone even Ben. Anyways I hope prom will be fun because its our senior year and we're taking a limo and then going to denny's afterwards because denny's is the crap lol. the limo is white and is fully loaded and it fits 14 people so all of us and our dates whoop. My jewlery is silver and also my shoes are silver and i'm going to have my hair up and curly hopefully. The theme for prom this year is maskarade or however you spell it and it should be cool. Even though those stupid juniors are trying to take over everything. I wanna slap some of them and be like bitch please this is our prom not yours. But i'm not that mean or I don't want to be in trouble for slapping someone over something dumb. Overall I bet prom will be amazing as normal.

"'Scuse me while I kiss this guy!"

"'Scuse me while I kiss this guy!"- misheard Jimi Hendrix lyrics- okay first of all I've never listened to anything of Jimi Hendrix. I know I should've but I haven't. Anyways this quote makes me seem like someone snobby is saying it to a girl who she doesn't like but that girl thinks the snobby girl's boyfriend is cute. Kinda like mean girls when katie liked Gorgina's boyfriend and tried to get him to like her but gorgina found out and rubbed it in katie's face. Why would Jimi Hendrix be singing about kissing a guy? I think I need the whole song so I could get this quote better. Right now I'm getting a drama story or Jimi Hendrix being gay. One or the other mostly the first one though. I remember in class you said there were other versions of this song like 'scuse me while I kill this guy. which personally I think would be way more interesting to write about and for you to read. I could cme up with so much more dirt and stories to tell you.

light a candle

"Light a candle. Listen to the wind. Draw a picture. Eat some chocolate. Open a book. Look at the moon. Smile at yourself." -Kristen Sheldon- okay this quote makes it seems like someone is on their period. I think that maybe Kristen sheldon is and she's having a bad day and all she wants to do is look at the moon and eat her chocolate. I think that most girls when they're on their period they want to be left alone to think and do things that they never would do like listen to the wind. I know that I like to listen to the wind and look at the moon during that time. It relaxes me and makes me feel better. some girls do things to get things off their minds like how much their cramps hurt or how they hate something. They want to breath without having to do a million things. On the other hand the period is a awful thing because it's a pain and sometimes it gives you cramps and things. But if you don't want your husband to be around you or your boyfriend all you have to say is that your on your period and they just go okay i'm going to be going somewhere because they don't want to deal with any of that.

seeds=grow

"The more seeds you sow, the more plants you grow."- notes from the universe. Well you can take this really dirty which in my mind everything is always dirty. :) this quote in my mind is gross but true. Because the more times you have sex the more likely you are to have babies with that person. If you have sex with multiple people there your chances increase. But why would you want children? sometimes ya they can be cute but just remember that when they grow up they're gonna most likely act just like you and sometimes that's not a good thing at all. Babies are only cute when they're sleeping I think the rest of the time they need so much of your time and I like my time to myself. Babies cry and pee way too much. There should be a shut off valuve or something to control there output of some nasty smelling stuff. When babies becme toddlers and learn how to walk and be even more pains it drives me crazy and I get headache more often. When my brother was a toddler i wanted to shove him into the dryer and turn it on because he wouldn't leave me alone. Now he's a middle schooler and he still wont leave me a lone . I should've put him in the dryer when I had the chance. He's like a sick puppy and he needs soem kind of help.

"What doesn't break, bends."

"What doesn't break, bends."-AniDifrance I don't agree with this quote because there are things out there that dont break nor bend like nalogene bottles. You can do whatever you want to them like throw them down on the tar as hard as you can ands they wont break or at least there not suppose to. They don't bend either at all. It would be pretty hard to bend a bottle don't you think? you can make an illusion in the bottle if there water in it. You can make it look like something's bending. Also in a non nalogene bottle... love is never broken you will always love your first love no matter what happens between the two of you. So you could say that love never breaks but it bends and gets weaker as time goes on but never breaks fully. I know my first love is someone that I still love but it would be totally different if we ever got back together and we would always have us breaking up again in our minds but would probably never say anything. There are a lot of things that don't break but bend I just can't come up with them right now I'm too tired to think that hard.

hunting men

"True hunting's over, no herd to follow. Without game, men prey on each other." okay this quote is kind of distrubing a little because why would men prey on each other even though theres nothing better to do when the hunting season over with. Without something else to take out your aggression on you end up taking it out on someone that you really don't want to take it out on. Hunting is a good stress reliever for the male gender and sometimes the female gender but this is all about the male.In life we try to blame most things on others or get mad at them when usually it's because we're mad at ourselves. Sometimes people take out on others what is really their own faults or their own aggressions that they need to take care of because there is nothing else to take it out on.Basically men have no lives when the hunting season is over with and they have to find soemthing to fill their time until the next years hunting season.

"What kind of flower would you recommend for a young lady going into summer with her boy?"

"What kind of flower would you recommend for a young lady going into summer with her boy?"- Deus Cravero in "A flower in May". Since i'm a young lady I would want a lilly. Lillies are pretty specially the all white ones. People have lillies at their weddings and it's usually their flower that they loved while growing up. But when boys are young like really young and they're playing on the playground they give the girl a dandilion which back then I must admit was cute. Basically it doesn't matter what kind of flower you give the lady because she'll think it's sweet that you even thought of giving her something let a lone a flower. I would want a lilly though because they're my favorite. I hate flowers that are ugly colors so make sure the girl gets a flower that is a pretty color or she probably wont like it, but she wont tell you that she doesn't like it. Now that I think about it a little more why get her a flower at all? They just die after a week or two and then the only thing she has is her memories. Get her something that she can hold on to forever without it going bad.

"I'm a high life flyer and a rainbow rider."

"I'm a high life flyer and a rainbow rider." Three Dog Night -Joy to the world- I don't really understand this quote but I'll give it a good shot at it. Maybe this quote has a hidden meaning to it. Maybe high life flyer means that the person is rich and spends a lot of money and has the wonderful life. But he's a rainbow rider and, which could mean he's gay and people dont except him into society. Which again is not right at all but thats life people are dumb sometimes. I have no clue on how to disect this quote at all. Another possible shot at this could be a person who is a free bird sorta like a hippiee and they just live day by day to the fullest potential that they can give. Another shot at this quote could be a guy in an air plane riding in it and hes riding on the rainbows since they're up in the skies. I don't like this shot very much but you never know.

homophobic, racist, or sexist?

Are people more homophobic, racist, or sexist? Well it all depends on what your talking about and where. Are you talking about in the whole world, the united states, Maine or sad 55? Well I'll start with sad 55 because I know it a little better. Sad 55 is one of those hard cases because we're a tight community and we don't get to experience that much. Are we sexist I think yes because the "men" don't let and want the girls to do everything that they can.They're very pig headed.I think girls can do anything boys can do maybe sometimes they can even do it better. racism? Again sad 55 hasn't been there we're an all white community except for a few african american people and other's. i bet some people who say that they aren't will eventually be racist if they ever get out of sad 55 even get out of Maine. Homophobic sad 55 well yes I think for the most part the community is because our community is full of older people who grew up hating same sex things. Personally I'm none of the things because i've seen how mean it is and my aunt is gay and i'm deff not racist or sexist. It's just i've been grown up differently.

Life is tough

"Life is tough. Get over it." 8 year old realtionship expert Alec Greven. I laughed when I read this quote but it's true. People shouldn't dwell on the bad things in life because the worlds fillled with bad things and dwelling never did anyone any good. You got to learn to grow up and get over things because it's always going to be in your face. You should smile instead of frown because smiling is better and it gets other people to smile. And if your sad guess what the world's still gonna go forward with or without you. This 8 year old kid is very insightful for his age. When I was 8 I still cried over things that happened the week before because I was a sissy. Crying never got people anywhere except it gets girls out of speeding tickets but that's a different topic of it's own. Basically life is life and if you don't like it you can always choose to get of it out which I don't reccommend but it's always a possibility.

safe and sorry

"It's no better to be safe than sorry." A-ha I have no clue if I agree with this quote but I kinda think that it means you should take risks and not plan everything out in life. Be sorry sometimes for mistakes because thats life and you have to learn about life somehow. To be safe is to be boring and no one likes someone who is always safe and boring. People like risk takers and risk takers love people who love them. If you were one of those people who never did anything wrong I bet that one day you would want to get out and rebel because you would be dieing to know the feeling of living on the dangerous side. Now I'm not saying go ot and get drunk and then drive but live it up sometimes in you life. But always remember nothing is worth losing your whole life specially losing it because you got drunk then tried to drive home.