free write - ap test

Another free write yay! This free write is going to be about the Ap test in May. I'm going to fail it. I know nothing at all about writing to make it all sound good and tie it all together. I suck at the multiple choice part because i suck at ever multiple choice test i've ever had. I'm pretty much a failure in life. I really want to do well but maybe I should just face the facts. I know you have a period for extra help during period 8 but thats when I have math and I can't get out of that except when there's a sub and theres nothing to do. Basically why did I take Ap english if I knew I would never pass the test. Maybe so it would at least say that I took it on my transcript? I don't know anymore. All I do know is that I wish i could pass this test. i mean i would hate it more if I actually had to pay for the test but I get free lunch so I don't have which is good for me because I don't have any of that money just lying around.