I feel miserable

"I feel so miserable without you; It's almost like having you here." Stephen Bishop. I don't think I understand this quote at all. Bishop kind of condricts themselves. How can you feel miserable when there not there but u feel as if they are there? Maybe I'm retarded and I'm not thinking out of the box enough I have no idea. When I deeply think about this quote I think of Maxwell my cousin who died. I start to feel sad and when I get sad I can almost see him and feel him around. I miss him so much but It's been a long time since he died but it still hurts. I know that my Aunt jodi who is maxwell's mother still thinks about him everyday and is still very sad when it comes around to his birthday and his death. I feel sad that one day I might forget about him but I dont want to at all. I want my children to think of him and remember him as a great cousin. I miss him so much and I love him a lot but I'm still afraid I might forget about him.

Where is good

"Where is the good in goodbye?" The Music Man. I wish I could of seen this musical because I bet it was really good. Also I see the point because where is the good in saying goodbye. How is a person leaving good unless you really don't like them and want them to leave, which sometimes I want people to leave. Anyways back to the music man I hear that the costumes were insane and the girl's hair were huge. I can just imagine Stevie's hair all teased and giant. Being one the only person in my group of friends that didn't do the musical kind of sucked but the musical was never my thing. During April vacation though I wish I had done it because I always got bored because my friends were never around to hang out. There was always track practice but they would only come to the first practice then they would have the late practices which sucked. If I did the musical I bet I would have been pulling my hair out from stress. I don't think I could have dealt with the Waggoners especially Mrs. Waggoner because she's a hard ass. Throughout my whole high school career she has been looking down on me because I was never like Missy or Stevie. I was never a great singer or someone who sucked up to her because I'm not that kind of person.

Q and A

Q:"What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested? A: A teacher. I defiantly agree with this quote. I lose interest when most of my teachers are talking because they have nothing really catching to say to me or the class. Like Demo's and Mr. Hughes they just talk and talk but I never actually listen to them at all. When the whole class is doing something else or sleeping I think the teachers should understand that they are boring the hell out of the students. After a while its a know fact that kids lose their attention span. I know my attention span is like 20 minutes and thats it for the period. After 20 minutes I lose my focus and then if a teacher is still talking I don't understand anymore. Then the next time I see the teacher I never understand what they are talking about at all. Demo's and Hughes always talk and the next day I always have tons of question to ask them or in Hughes's case I just try to roll with the punches as much as possible.

window and world

"And through the window, there's a whole world. And I'm watching all the people, all the faces and places I have yet to go!"Luce. I agree with this quote because it's true When you look out of a window there are so many places that you can see and imagine. When I look at the window I find myself starring off into a different world and I find myself in a trans. of some kind. When I'm mad I look out a window and all my problems go away some how. I loving looking out a window when it's nice and sunny and imagining myself to be in a tropical island where it's nice and sunny and the water is splashing over the rocks. I usually find myself in the Bahamas because my aunt went down there and she said it was amazing. She said it was nice and sunny and the dolphins were always around. I want to have my hunny moon down there because I bet it's a real romantic place to be with someone who you love and are going to spend the rest of your life with. I also want to go to France when I'm older just to have a huge culture shock and see the many important tourist sites there. Those are the things I think about when I'm looking out a window but then I always realize that I'm back in reality and I'm still stuck in Maine.

stupid class

"Hey, I'm back to learn your stupid class about garbage!" Kristen Wiig on SNL. I bet every student has said this about a class sometime or another. I know i've said it about some of my classes like chemistry. Chemistry with Mr. demos is the worst thing ever because he doesn't teach us about anything so I think his class is a waste of my time and everyone else's. Every time I walk into his class room I just groan because he's an idiot. He doesn't have a teaching degree in chemistry. He majored in physics and thats not chemistry at all. When ever we take a test for him we have a review day but in that review day he teaches us something new that's going to be on the test. When the test day comes his wording of the questions throw everybody off. On the first test we took I answered a question that i remembered the book told us and he marked it wrong and he said he wanted his answer and not the books answer. Also we do tons of labs and he doesn't grade them fairly at all. I did a lab and i got a 75 on it then dustin took my lab and took some of the information and got a 85 and they were basically the same thing only his was worded a little bit differently.Mr Demos frustrates me and I'm always telling him on his tests that I hate chemistry with a passion and I'm only taking it because of college.

hot dogs

"hot dogs, while charming in their natural tube steak form, could certainly stand to have a little bit more personality."Octdog Advertisement. This quote is the best think ever and of course I agree with it. Hot dogs are so bland and they do need something to spice them up a little. they are mad out of the grossest things but I must admit the taste good. I like the red hot dogs better than the brown ones personally. The red ones are crisper and they keep the juices in better. I think the red dye attracts me to eat them. There are some red hot dogs that are gross though. I do like ball park franks. My favorite kind of hot would be a red hot dog with tons of mustard and a little bit of ketchup. I can't eat hot dogs with a hot dog roll all the time because the bread gets stuck in my braces and food in my braces make me angry.

magic

"It's magic you know. Never believe it's not so"Pilot. I don't really understand this quote but I've had many quotes that I didn't understand this year. The word magic makes me think of the song Do you believe in magic from a young girls heart. I really don't like that song but hey it gets stuck in my head very often. i really don't believe in magic its all fake. When I was younger though and there was a magic show I would be there to see all the cool things but when I got older and found out that they were fake I stopped liking magicians. I remember one year at the lilac festival there was a magician and he was so corny. His tricks were lame and nothing that made me want to go ooo and aww until he put a milk carton full of milk into a paper bag and then said his magic words and then he pulled out a glass of chocolate milk. That was pretty amazing I must say. My favorite magician is harry Hudini. He was amazing even though he's dead he still paved the way for new magicians. The one trick i wish I could find out how they did was the making an elephant disappear i mean you can't really make an elephant move out behind something because the audience would see it right?

Free write

Well I'm sitting in math doing my journal enteries because I finished my test. I have no idea what i'm going to talk about but I guess I'll talk about track. Track is going great. I haven't qualified for states yet but I hope I will by the end of the season. So far I have gained the team 5 points. I haven't come in first yet but I have had a lot of seconds and thirds. I've made a lot of personal records the most was in shot put. Last year I got 23' 4" this year though I have gotten 24' 8". My goal this year is at least 25' but I doubt I will get that. To get to states I need to each 27'. I also throw the jave but I'm not very good at that. I only get about 59'. I use to run in the 100 meter dash but I gave up on that because our team is filled with long distance runners and sprinters. Last week we had a track meet and stevie couldn't run the 2 mile so i told coach that I would run it for her but that was a big mistake. I got overheated and a major headache. I thought I was going to pass out. Nte had to hold me up nd walk me to my water and a chair.

"Saying goodbye, why is it sad? Makes us remember the good times we've had. Much more to say, foolish to try. It's time for saying goodbye." Scooter in 'Muppet's Take Manhattan. This is kinda like the last quote so again I agree with it. This one doesn't make me think of Stevie but it makes me think of Earl because we will be saying goodbye for good on June 9th when we get off the bus from project grad. We've gone through so any ups and downs together t through it all we've been friends. For a long time we were greater than friends. When I think of us never seeing nor talking again I start to cry but I know I can always think of the good times we've had together. Like the fourth f July when his parents couldn't get him and he spent the night at my house and we got to talk about everything an anything and the next morning when I woke up he was there and it was the happiest feeling in the world to wake up go in the next room and see the person who you love there. Sometimes I wish we were still together but I know in the long run that breaking up was the best thing to do even though I still wear the necklace that he gave me. I wear it everyday and I doubt he realizes I do.